He is rather well off, and at the same time, he is cute. In the past when I met men in his age group, they have not been very nice, and I can’t say that I have enjoyed their company. However this time, things are different, and I like this guy. But I do worry that he is going to find out about my past when I worked for Ascot escort services.
Like most escorts, I have laid down a trail of deflection if you like. For the last two years I have been working as a beautician in Newbury, and before that, I did spend a year working on board a cruise ship. There is nothing immediate about me which tells this man I used an escort for an Ascot escort agency. But, he is a rather nosy guy, and I do wonder if he will find out. Besides, I feel guilty about not telling him
My former colleagues at Ascot escorts have not told any of their partners that they have been escorts. Of course, it all depends on. A few of the girls I worked with at the escort agency in Ascot have got married to their dates. That is not the same as my situation. I did not know that I was going to meet Peter and fall in love with him. When I did, I was already working in Newbury, so I just told him about my beauty training and having worked for a cruise line. He seemed to believe me, and I don’t want to say anything else, as my friends would find out as well. I am not sure about what they would think about having a former escort as a friend.
Peter has not asked me to marry him, but I have this feeling that he is going to pop the question soon. We are spending more and more time together, and even making plans. I have some things that I would like to do, and it seems that his plans for the future are very much in line with mine. Am I taking a significant risk? I am beginning to think that I am making a significant emotional risk. Lets’ be honest, if we were to get married and he would find out about my previous Ascot escorts career, I guess that would be the end of the marriage.
All of this has led me to wonder how other girls manage. Living a fake life is not easy at all, and it is already beginning to feel like an emotional hurdle that I have to jump over. What if we bump into one of the gents I used to date at Ascot escorts from https://charlotteaction.org/ascot-escorts. Newbury is not a million miles away from Ascot, and we do mix in some of the same circles. He is into golf, and I know that my former Ascot ates often used to enjoy match day at different golf clubs. What if they turned up at ours? This is the most difficult decision I have ever made, and I feel that the rest of my life depends on it.